{"product_id":"im-sorry-hardcover-1","title":"I'm Sorry - Hardcover","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eDelilah Archer\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe panic would set in and my mind raced.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy heart feeling like it was going to beat out of my chest, the cold sweats and the uncontrollable shaking.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI remember thinking, \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhy? Why, me?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI never thought this could happen in real life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is like something out of a movie.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow could both parents abandon me?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow could my adult relationships follow the same abusive patterns?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhy am I alone?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhy was I never enough?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow did I let my life get to this point?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAbuse, homelessness, more abuse, bulimia, cheating, promiscuity, being a single mom with no money, more abuse and the list goes on.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOne bad situation after another and nobody to turn to.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow in the world am I going to survive this?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI can't do this anymore as I shoved the handful of pills into my mouth and chugged almost a whole bottle of vodka before I drifted into numbness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is my story of physical and emotional abuse, my desperate attempts to be loved and the chain of events that made me who I am today.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI made it. \u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 116\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.44 x 8 x 5 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e February 26, 2025\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"Books by splitShops","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":53575119208755,"sku":"9798348567507","price":28.8,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/s3xxpj-vy.myshopify.com\/products\/im-sorry-hardcover-1","provider":"The Celestial Starlit Phoenix ","version":"1.0","type":"link"}